And that's how it all started!

Born in 90's and growing up watching srk movies with hero chasing his heroine through all the 7 oceans, I was really misinformed about the real men in world! And I would really like to sue The whole bollywood for that! 

Anyways, being a dark toned girl and reminded my whole childhood how I was undesirable as a bride because of my tone by my whole family, finding love was like my revenge to them. You see grandma, you see mom-dad, somebody finds me attractive too!

And got that revenge as well! Somebody fell in love with me! Shocking for me as well! And I was so happy about it that i completely ignored the fact that he was already in a relationship and yet flirting with me. In fact, that felt like getting a medal! I'm better than her. And I blame my family for my stupidity. They made me feel like so unattractive that even a slightest interest by a man would felt like a victory.

Okay no more psychological blabbering. Coming to the point, so he broke up with his gf or as he said to me that his gf cheated on him(don't know if that's true) and we started dating. LONG DISTANCE. Yeah! 😀 And being in a long distance relationship for 4 years, he proposed. Yeah, but don't be happy like I was. There's a twist. So we were from different caste, my father refused. He gave me a month's notice to convince my father. I asked for a year. He refused, but still kept talking and meeting like nothing's changed. And then out of the blue, he told me he is engaged!!! Night before he told me he loved me. And after 14 days he told me he is falling for his fiancee, so I should stop calling him or as he said STOP BOTHERING ME! And at that time I felt like my grandma was laughing on me. "I told you you're not worth the wait". It was a punch in the stomach. 

I did. I stopped. I went for my master's. But wait, i didn't install tinder because of that. That's another story. For another time. 

Until then, 

Yours, 

Not really your sweetheart! 💋